Words Of Silence

Loneliness Kills

jhOy — Tue, 04 Nov 2008 07:15:32 +0000

I can’t think
Preoccupied by thoughts & fears

I can’t breathe
Suffocated by hunger & pain

I feel numb
Smashed with my greatest regret

I am trapped
In this soulful loneliness

—
Written June 11, 2004

Sino Ba Ako

jhOy — Tue, 04 Nov 2008 07:12:41 +0000

Sino ba ako?
Isang tanong na walang sagot
May pangalan ako
Pero hindi iyon sapat

Sino ba ako?
Marahil hindi mo rin alam
Kilala mo ako
Pero sa pangalan nga lang

Tatlong salita
Bumubuo sa isang tanong
Sino ba ako?
Pero napakahirap ng sagot

—
Written May 20, 2005

Wonders

jhOy — Wed, 22 Oct 2008 02:49:32 +0000

our lips are sealed
soft kisses, gentle moves
our hands are locked

caressing thoughts
the rhythm of music
unspoken words

in the deep night
your magnificent touch
lingers in me

—
Written Today

This one really does made me wonder

Trapped

jhOy — Tue, 14 Oct 2008 01:19:47 +0000

red roses scattered on the floor
empty room of silence hurts your ears
teardrops falling from your eyes

you lay down on your bed
staring blankly in the ceiling
empty thoughts filled up your head

words left you speechless
your feet are sore from running
your heart has no more blood to bleed

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Written Today

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This was supposed to be a birthday gift but the thought went to somewhere else

The Way You Are

jhOy — Thu, 09 Oct 2008 02:43:50 +0000

I love your smile
I love your laughs
The way you see the world
So calm, worry free, amazing

I love your giggles
I love your blushing face
Everytime I compliments you
The humble feet you stand

I love your expression
I love your words
The simplicity you live life
The way you take things lightly

I love you as you
I love everything about you
Living life freely
Loving me effortlessly

—
Written Today

Only You Completes Me

jhOy — Thu, 02 Oct 2008 02:07:53 +0000

at the end of the day
we sat side by side
and chat about life

we shared the day’s adventures
the funny things we did
and laugh about our mishaps

and for one moment we would pause
share that wonderful silence
that noone else understand

afterwhich you will hug me
then would whisper to my ear softly
“Only you completes me”

—
Written Today

Thinking of You

jhOy — Tue, 23 Sep 2008 05:21:09 +0000

i see your face
i feel your touch
the warmth of your breath
the comfort of your hug

i hear your voice
i watch your footsteps
the innocence of your words
the softness of your hands

in my mind i see you
the memory of you lingering in me
as i opened my eyes
is when i realized, you are gone

—
Written Today

The Last Poem

jhOy — Mon, 22 Sep 2008 00:22:42 +0000

I can’t write a poem because I’m numb
The feelings were gone and so are the words
My mind is empty, I can’t think of anything
And every now and then I space out

I can’t write another love song today
Because the music in my heart was drained away
I can’t do anything poetic recently
My soul was lost and my heart stopped beating

I can’t rhyme the words in my head
There is no harmony in me anymore
You took away every piece of me
You left me breathless and broken so deep

—
Written Today

i loved him more

admin — Tue, 02 Sep 2008 02:22:26 +0000

he loved me for who i am
and loved me more and more

he never gets tired of loving me
and the love goes on and on

he stayed beside me while it rain
though tired, he never left my side

he comforted me on my struggles
and made me laugh throughout the day

he stood strong in every storm
but never afraid to say he’s weak

he smiled at me and i am complete
he hugs me and i feel safe and sound

he never get tired of loving me
and the love goes on and on

he loves me more and more each day
and that’s how i loved him more and more

—
Written Today

Silent Night

jhOy — Sun, 31 Aug 2008 16:53:33 +0000

“Ber months” are coming
And i am still alone
Time hasn’t healed the wound
Of my broken heart and soul

I am still weary
Trapped in the silence
Dark snowy nights covered me
Left me breathless, i moan

My eyes are tightly shut
My body is cold and numb
I shout so loud and noone heard
The cry of my broken heart

—
Written Today

Lost

admin — Fri, 29 Aug 2008 06:20:17 +0000

The night is here
The cold wind gives me shiverThe night is here
The cold wind gives me shiver
The sight is dark
No sign of anyone else around

I walk through the road
It is rough, I know, so tiring
A long walk on this path
Far across the distance, like no end

I am tired, I want to give up
In the middle of the nowhere, let me stop
I don’t want to continue
I am scared, I am not happy anymore

—
Written Today

I Pray to God

admin — Thu, 14 Aug 2008 17:57:12 +0000

I pray to God to grant me strength
To carry the challenges that awaits me

I pray to God for peace of mind
To help decide in moments of confusion

I pray to God to give me courage
To face the fears lurking in my head

I pray to God for better compression comprehension
To understand the conflicts around me

I pray to God to give thanks
For the blessings he showers me

I pray to God to give thanks
For the wonderful life he’d given me

—
Written Today

Keeping the Faith

admin — Thu, 14 Aug 2008 17:44:44 +0000

words of wisdom now all gone
amidst the depression
i am still holding on

i don’t want to lose my grip
i’ve wanted to move on
i don’t want to mess again

and as the dawn comes near
confusion and fear lingers in me
i’m afraid, i want to be strong

—
Written Today

I’m sick

admin — Wed, 13 Aug 2008 08:24:31 +0000

I’m sick
of hiding the tears

I’m sick
of hiding the pain

I’m sick
of falling in love

I’m sick
of breaking heart again

—
Written January 4, 2004

And Then You’re Gone

admin — Mon, 11 Aug 2008 23:53:14 +0000

Love doesn’t come in a minute
Sometimes it doesn’t come at all
I tried so hard to love you
But I failed so many times to do

I know this will surely hurt you
But there’s nothing I can do
Time will surely heal the pain
And you’ll learn to love again

Then you’re gone in a snap
As swift as the bird flew away
Just then I came to realized
How much I loved you so

I’ve been so selfish & rude
That I never treat you good
If only I knew it from the start
I’ll never let us be apart

—
Written January 5, 2005
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Tatsulok

admin — Mon, 11 Aug 2008 03:24:06 +0000

Siya ay nagbalik
Ikaw ay nagalak
Ako ay nalumbay

Nung siya ay umalis
Ikaw ay nalungkot
Ako ay nalumbay

Siya ay nawala
Ikaw ay inalo
Ako ay nasaktan

Siya ay narito na
Ikaw ay sumaya
Ako’y patuloy na nasaktan

—
Written Feb 24, 2004

Buhay Working Student

admin — Thu, 07 Aug 2008 21:00:17 +0000

Ako’y inaantok na
Pumipikit na ang mga mata
Di naman makatulog
Dahil on duty pa

Dalawang oras na lang
At uwian na
Pagkatapos ng trabaho
Sa eskwela ang punta

Pagpasok sa klase
Pupungay-pungay ang mga mata
Saglit na maiidlip
Sa gitna ng talakayan
Ako’y tulog na pala

—
Written 2005

Pasaway

admin — Tue, 05 Aug 2008 21:00:16 +0000

Batang makulit
Kay sarap tirisin
Sa tigas ng ulo
Ang sarap untugin

Sobrang pasaway
Ayaw paawat
Sa sobrang likot
Hilong katakut-takot

Litid mo’y mapapatid
Sa kasisigaw
Sa’yo lamang ay tititig
Na animo’y walang narinig

—
Written 2005

Sleepy Head

admin — Tue, 05 Aug 2008 05:32:16 +0000

Cold air runs through my veins
As I savour the feeling, I suffer the pain

Though the coldness is killing me
I think of it not,
I did not care

I see her speak, but I can’t hear
I watch the words come out of her mouth
I hear the sound, I can’t understand

My eyes are sleepy, I’m already tired
I’m not in the mood for some jolly time

—
Written February 3, 2005

Illusion

admin — Sun, 03 Aug 2008 23:48:56 +0000

It’s like the wind that blows
I can’t see but I can feel
Like the love beneath my wings
That makes me fly high beyond the sky
And see the beauty of the world
Just before my eyes
And with that, I feel peace
I’ve longed for inside

How I wish this fantasy
Be a forever reality
Only no one knows
That this dream is just
A foolishness in one’s mind
Everyone knows the truth
Yet hiding it beneath the lies.

—
Written July 13, 2002